I became homeless due to contact and dealing a with rogue  landlord who has been dealt with. Against the back drop of dealing with multiple personal loss and grieving for close individual members who l had to care for.

I also suffer from multiple health problems, multiple chronic pains and l am partially disable with restricted mobility, l have great difficult walking due to suffering from severe arthritis combined with frostbites - which has now permanently damaged my tissue muscles and nerve system.

I am unable to feel both my feet, toes, soles of both my feet and both my legs and knee joints, my hands, tips of fingers etc (this section is in working progressed and yet will be continued ), its painful to recall and write this section of my blog .

l caught covid 19 and almost died, over a period of several months lying in bed, l prayed to God daily to spare my life and begged God to prevent me dying of covid 19 as l felt myself slipping away and staring death right in the face.

I was incredibly frightened by this life challenging. God heard my prayers. It took me several months to recover from pre covid 19.   l am currently  still suffering from post covid 19 to date, on top of all my other multiple medical underline conditions."

"Being homeless is degrading and dehumanising, for me my current homelessness situation feels like l am existing in a hell hole. It is an utter nightmare for me

."I have the feeling and the urge that l should be heading home in my mindset. The reality of my current homelessness  situation is simply that l do not have any where to go to nor any home to go to " this is my reality right now in real time,  rough sleeping  under all  seasonal weathers and temperatures" l am exposed to the danger elements of living on the streets every single day of my existence right now day and night "

I exist below the poverty level. Not knowing where my next meal of the day is just unacceptable. Most days, l cant find any food to eat for two to three days. I snack a lot as there are no daily source of hot meals and of a well balance diet ... My pain and suffering is unimaginable l can not put this into words even if l tried to "